February 2012
2 posts
I don't know anymore..
I’m suppose to quit smoking in 3 days. I promised my girlfriend. I’m leaving to go visit my brother (whom I don’t talk to and don’t get along with) in 8 days…. I don’t want to let her down but I don’t think I can handle the stress. I feel that I can’t quit until I forgive. It’s taking every muscle every thought to help me do this and I’m...
Can't make me not.
If I was in a terrible accident that wiped my memory clean, would you? Would you remind me of the good, the bad and the ugly? The things in my life that have shaped me into the person that I am now? The things that have given me joy, the things that have scarred me? Would my parents never remind me of what happened? So I could turn into the person that I was meant to be. The person that I was...
December 2011
16 posts
omghayley:
In The Mourning (Studio Version) -...
Just Go Away...
I thought that after I told everything would be ok, I thought it wouldn’t hover over me anymore. I almost feel like it has all taken a turn for the worse. It’s not going away, I’m not better. Apparently to my family and my girlfriend I’m worse. I’ve turned into this person that they don’t know anymore. I felt as if I was fixing myself, I thought, I didn’t...
November 2011
26 posts
11/11/11
I’m kind of scared of this date, no I’m terrified of its arrival. I don’t want it to come. I’m sitting her typing this trying to express my fear for this date and I can’t even think of what to say. The numbers 11:11 have been such a bad memory, one of many that I wish I could have erased from my brain. I feel as if something terrible is going to happen, I wish I knew...
isabellajanellee:
Drake ft Nicki Minaj - I’m So...
Gemini: Defined by the past →
random-people:
She is defined by her past and by her own past alone, not by anybody else’s. She is defined by what she said and what she did, by what she put into the world. She isn’t defined by what she got back. She isn’t defined by the things that happened to her, by things that were done…
wow…why couldn’t i have read this 10 years ago? i think it just might have saved...
October 2011
8 posts
nostalgicinsomniacs:
Paris,
Long I have dreamt to share a blanket with you.
To smell you as I walk,
To speak of our love with concrete memories.
And in May we will be aquaintances, lovers, friends and confidants.
I have studied your spine and will finally be fortunate enough to touch it.
Please treat me kindly as I may only get one memory of you.
