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I’m kind of scared of this date, no I’m terrified of its arrival. I don’t want it to come. I’m sitting her typing this trying to express my fear for this date and I can’t even think of what to say. The numbers 11:11 have been such a bad memory, one of many that I wish I could have erased from my brain. I feel as if something terrible is going to happen, I wish I knew what, where, when and who. I would stop it. This number sequence haunts me, funny thing is, is that it’s just a number but it has such an affect upon my family. We don’t even talk about it anymore. I’m literally afraid…things are going so good, am I jinxing myself by being so afraid? I just don’t know what to do, except to tell everyone that I love them so dearly. Please be safe. You all mean the world to me, each and every one of you.
